Scribble, scribble...
vivid imaginations. rants.
random thoughts.
unleashing it in my heart,
in my mind...
this is how i write.
this is who i am.
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The UNICORN
is a mystical creature
born out of the dreams
of all who believe
in the human spirit,
the purity of the heart,
the creativity of the mind,
and the strength of the bond
between all living beings.
Some say the Unicorn
has a dual existence;
a human form on earth,
and a wild and beautiful equine
creature on the astral plane.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain, I have my share of heartaches I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow.
i was standing at the lobby of our office building, waiting for the elevator when a girl approached me. smiling at me, she exclaimed "carla?!" i was trying to recall who she is..i just smiled back. then she said. "kanina pa kita tinititigan. nung nakita kita parang familiar mukha mo then tiningnan ko id mo, nakita ko na carla name mo. so ikaw nga! na view kasi kita before sa friendster." xmpre nagulat ako coz i dunno her. maybe she recognized the puzzled look in my face..she introduced herself. "im *****. girlfriend ni,i mean ex ni ******. wala na kami, sila na ni ****** ngayon. i don't know, nakita ko pictures nila eh, cgro sila na nga. anyway wala na yun"...naalala ko name nya. cya pala ang gf ng kakilala ko. nakita ko nga xa sa who's viewed me list ko dati sa friendster. nagulat ako sa sinabi nya coz napaka straightforward to think na she dunno me, at the same time nalulungkot ako for the breakup though first time ko lang xa na meet at di ko xa kilala. :( i just said "i'm sorry to hear that." sabay kami sa elevator paakyat.nagpaalam nako nung nasa 37th floor na. sa ibang floor xa papunta. i dunno but i can't help but feel sad for her. :( *************************************************************************************** a friend of mine was diagnosed yesterday na may dalawang cysts sa left breast nya. :( she's waiting for the final findings today whether the lumps will be removed thru surgery or not. she told me na natatakot daw xa. :( i told her na everytime na natatakot xa, mag pray xa. honestly, natatakot din ako for her pero di ko lang pinapakita sa kanya. :( kapag naalala ko xa, i kept on praying. i know di xa pababayaan ni God. **************************************************************************************** pumunta xa sa ofc errrr! naka leave ako nung pumunta xa monday kaya bumalik xa 1:30pm the following day. ang kulet :( alam kong gets nya na umiiwas ako coz ayoko na ngang i entertain at ibigay mobile number ko pero ang kulet :( pupunta pa dw ng apartment sabi ng friend ko. waaaah buti na lang nasa FF ako nun. but i don't wanna be rude din naman so hinarap ko xa sa reception area ng ofc. i was trying to make him understand na di na pede ngayon.. kung kelan seryoso ako nun, pinagsabay ba naman kaming niligawan ng girl! errr! buti na lng di ko xa sinagot nun.. dahil muntik na talaga waaah! errr! haaay. tpos ngayon xa naman seryoso (daw), ako naman ang ayaw. sorry pero huli na ang lahat. marami nang nangyari and i'm happy and contented ryt now....basta :) >******************************************************************************************* haay antok nako. ;P starry nyt!
My heart goes out to the victims of typhoon Frank especially to my fellow Ilonggos... there were reports of people stranded on their roofs, missing, and deaths. so sad :( I texted my mam but she's running out of battery last Sunday. For the first time, our subdivision was flooded! On the streets, automobiles were stranded; fallen trees blocked the roadway. We just stopped texting when her battery got empty..and so was mine. I wasn't able to charge my mobile phone. Power was also cut down in Makati from 4am til 3pm last Sunday. I have nothing to do in the apartment so i hang out at FF. there's a television in the dressing room so i gt to watch the latest news that day. i found out about the tragedy that happened to the passengers of MV Princess of the Stars. so sad. :( Let's offer prayers to the victims of typhoon Frank and to the passengers of the sunken ship. We can also reach out to the typhoon victims by sharing something like food, clothing, and medicines or by giving cash donations. God bless!
Somebody once told me that.... "Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong... it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there... you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you." Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. ---by anonymous
I knew it. I got a little hunch on where the conversation would lead to... I just sat there though, quietly listening to what they're saying ;)
*one of 'em said that she confessed her true feelings for the guy by putting a punchline at the end which makes it comic as not to directly reveal her true emotions. creative huh? well, alas the guy didn't get it! tsk tsk. now she's hoping the guy wouldn't mistook it as a forwarded text message and send it to his friends. aww that was sad.
*second one said that she confessed her feelings right in front of the guy and she didn't get a reaction. the guy didn't respond. but then when she was at the airport for her flight to singapore, she received a call from the guy telling her that he loves her. nyanya.
*third one said she was afraid to confess her real feelings for her bestfriend coz she's afraid of rejection and loose the friendship they built for 6 long years. so she'd rather keep him as a friend.
when it was my turn, i said... "may crush ako for 6 years. namatay lng xa ng di alam na may crush ako sa kanya. i think di talaga xa nagka idea kasi tinago ko lng sa sarili ko..kahit bestfriend ko di alam yun. talagang ingat na ingat ako sa kilos at sinasabi ko. nagulat na lang ako nung nabalitaan ko na he died of cardiac arrest. ayun, naiyak na lang ako, nakakalungkot. nung pinagdarasal ko na ang kaluluwa nya..at kung narinig man nya..in a way parang inamin ko na rin sa kanya" well, that's just what I shared though meron pang isa. with whom I confessed my real feelings. err i should've thought a hundred times before ko nagawa yun. so not me. :$ and it's not easy! hinugot ko lahat ng gutts ko. being loved back is not an issue though, it's more of letting it out. Sometimes I'm so weird in a stupid way. nyanyanya! anyway, i just wanna forget it!
i'm ill :( have fever, flu, and sore throat for 3 days. but i'm feeling better now compared to previous days. eyey! :) Anyway, since monday i curled up in bed earlier than usual, except tonight of course coz i'm obviously tapping the keyboard. hehehe! well, i just watched television while in bed (from Dyesebel to Dalja's Spring ...new Kapuso fan? hehehe) yeah, it's not the usual pitch.. i'm not a tv-holic, i can survive without watching television(but not music! i'm addicted to music. if i can't hear one, i hum and i sing! hehe) ..i also listen to fm radio before i sleep instead of mp3s para maiba naman..the music station is 96.3 i think. where they play nice mushy sappy pampa-antok songs that lulls me to sleep. :) haaay! i just feel like doin' something different for a change. and hey, i remember walking home from the office last Friday. yep, from Philamlife Tower to the apartment...taking the Makati Avenue route..and walking straight ahead 'til JP Rizal intersection... and less than a hundred steps more! twas quite tiresome hehe! but twas the perfect timing coz makati and ayala avenues were jammed with traffic at that time! but i was walking like i don't care 'bout inhaling the smoke emmited by snail-moving-vehicles and people walking to and fro along makati ave wehehe. i was walking slowly, enjoying the soft evening breeze brushing my face as i walk while listening to the chillaxing mp3 music from my zune. thoughts wander freely...releasing it in the hypothalamus of my brain and the aorta of my heart. nyanya. and for a change i wanna go somewhere far from the city..ALONE.. Camarines maybe :P? or Bohol? La Luz Resort? (it's a nice place accdg to whea, they've been there last week). i just wanna enjoy the scenery and take pictures&videos for a change. :) never done this before and i just wanna try. :)
oh, i hafta go.. hafta catch Dalja's Spring on tv! wehehe been watching it since Monday. I don't wanna miss tonight's episode! :) ahn-nyong-hi-ka-se-yo!!! Jal ja! :D
nagulat ako nung nakita kong isa sa mga albums nya 'to sa friendster! aaaaaw! na touch naman ako..she already thanked me alot of times..and now a photo album! this is really sweet of her. aaaaw! hey, you're always welcome! :) this photo was taken at Heaven 'n Eggs, Glorietta. yeah, i remember those times...sitting there for 3hrs 'til 12.30am :) i'm glad things are now falling into place. :)
i watched these movies last nyt! :) napaiyak ako sa cartoons..well, may part talaga na sad aside from the humorous part of the story. :P i admit ganun ako kababaw. nyanya! :(
Everyone's Hero Tagline: "No matter where life takes you, always keep swinging" The setting of the movie is NY and Chicago which reminds me of where i've been and where i'm supposed to be :P (nah, twas really a not-meant-to-be trip...) Anyway, for me this movie hits the home run :) It's a very inspiring story of hope and perseverance.
The Ant Bully Tagline: "The battle of the lawn is on" ha! we shouldn't step on ants and bugs because they're our friends! aren't they? :P just kidding...i think what the movie is trying to convey is the importance of teamwork and being kind to others :)
Happy Feet "All the love in the world can't be gone. All the need to be loved can't be wrong. So, which way, twinkletoes?" - Gloria
cutie hippity-hoppity baby mumble! :D reminds me of the cool young surfer cody. :) luhv the cutie penguins! :)
Credits for the taglines and quotes: imdb.com, for images, photobucket.com
